An Abortion
I had an abortion on April 4, 1988. I will be
hitting the 10th year anniversary of my babys death. Since my abortion
i have
wrote the newspaper and told them the lies i was told in the abortion
clinic,
I have spoke out at the capitol against abortion, testified at the
senate
committe on informed consent, which was turned down. I debate people on
line.
Most the people i talk to have never had an abortion,or they were just
given
bad information. I am so sick of people saying its tissue, a mass of
nothing,
not viable. This is all b.s. If its all about nothing then why is it
a
debate for 25 years or more..
I always will remember the day of my
abortion
like it was yesterday, the smell, the faces, what was going on in the
office,
what i did afterwards. I regret what i did, oh i regret it. I hurt deep
inside, It feels like my insides are being torn apart. I feel like
somehow i
am going to be punished, like God taking one of my other children or
myself
away. I ve asked god for forgivness but i just dont see how he could
because i
cant forgive myself. They say abortion is just a matter of removing
some
tissue, well i want my tissue back, i want my baby. I love her and i
will miss
her till i see her in heaven.
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